Hello it's been a while.
Though I'm not quite sure to whom I'm addressing this entry to, I still feel obligated to post this.
Firstly, it's been a while. ( ´ ▽ ｀ )ﾉ
While not entirely on purpose, I abandoned my dA account. The reason being my utter lack of commitment to art.
You see, life is a bitch. That's the nicest way for me to put it.
So with life constantly getting in the way, I reluctantly shove aside most of the things I enjoy.
Now that it's a little better, I feel like I could slowly, but surely, start to spend a little more of my time honing whichever craft that interest me.
Another reason I left was to experiment on other community.
To this day, I still occasionally upload doodles and drawing to Pixiv as well as tumblr. However it becomes evident that the communities from both side, despite being welcoming, fail to offer me what I wanted when it comes to my "art".
With Pixiv, other than the glaringly obvious language barier, I find it more suited to showcase your work rather than posting it for constructive criticism. While I do enjoy spending time there, my current level is nowhere near the level which I think is worth showcasing.
Tumblr on the other hand is an entirely different story. I enjoy all the humor and gifsets and random facts however when it comes to drawing, they are extremely restricted to a fandom and people would rather babble about shipping wars instead of the artwork. And thus I'n slowly diminishing my "art" related activities there.
Thirdly, with me returning here, I dont intend on picking up where I left off. Instead I want to start anew. My goal being continuous experimentation and improvement with the help of anyone around here who's willing to lend me a piece of their mind.
That being said, I would completely understand if the very few but very supportive watchers I stil have decide to unsubscribe.
It would really save you from seeing unwanted stuff in your inbox. (；´∀｀)
Lastly, I am extremely greatful to everyone here and I hope that with my new resolve I would be able to improve myself and my drawing.
And this would be the end of the super dramatic rambling